[She's tired of trying to believe in herself, after this long failing to matter at all. Especially now that a relationship she took for granted wasn't one at all. She feels ashamed of herself, guilty for being so pushy, embarrassed she hadn't noticed something wrong sooner. She feels a lot of things, and... at this point, she's decided it's better for her to just turn those feelings off.
Better than tearing herself to pieces over something as pathetic as wanting a friend. So at Mephisto's reasoning, she just shrugs her shoulders.]
Maybe it is. It's just... not a nice way of coping. I just... wanted to make sure he ate something, and he just... he lashed out at me.
[She should be more understanding of his feelings, but all she can think is:] It's not fair.
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[She's tired of trying to believe in herself, after this long failing to matter at all. Especially now that a relationship she took for granted wasn't one at all. She feels ashamed of herself, guilty for being so pushy, embarrassed she hadn't noticed something wrong sooner. She feels a lot of things, and... at this point, she's decided it's better for her to just turn those feelings off.
Better than tearing herself to pieces over something as pathetic as wanting a friend. So at Mephisto's reasoning, she just shrugs her shoulders.]
Maybe it is. It's just... not a nice way of coping. I just... wanted to make sure he ate something, and he just... he lashed out at me.
[She should be more understanding of his feelings, but all she can think is:] It's not fair.