I know that! [ Her voice cracks, and it's unfair, but she's raised it. She knows it's unfair, really, but she can't stop. ] I know wh-wh-what he's doing, an-and I'm sick of it! S-sick to death, and- Christine and N-Nana were trying t-to appeal to him and he's j-j-just going to f- freaking use them, and I j-just wanted to fix my damn team and s-survive high school, I wasn't prepared for any of th-th-this, and ohhh my god, why won't it st-st-st-st--