[But that's what makes it worse. She chokes on a sob.]
E-Everyone here is hurting so much. Why would I be upset about something like this? I-I don't have the right to be upset, not when I... I should be helping!
[Her hands curl into fists, but there's nothing around to hit and she's well aware how stupid she'd look.]
I should have been doing more already. I should have realized what I was trying to do wasn't going to work. Everyone's still stuck here, and that Phantom isn't misunderstood or someone I can get through to, and so many people have gone through so much worse than me, and-and now someone's going to die and I'm sitting here crying about a stupid play because I don't know how to actually process what really matters!
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[But that's what makes it worse. She chokes on a sob.]
E-Everyone here is hurting so much. Why would I be upset about something like this? I-I don't have the right to be upset, not when I... I should be helping!
[Her hands curl into fists, but there's nothing around to hit and she's well aware how stupid she'd look.]
I should have been doing more already. I should have realized what I was trying to do wasn't going to work. Everyone's still stuck here, and that Phantom isn't misunderstood or someone I can get through to, and so many people have gone through so much worse than me, and-and now someone's going to die and I'm sitting here crying about a stupid play because I don't know how to actually process what really matters!