She wouldn't. All she ever wanted was for me to be happy.

[He smiles a bittersweet smile. God, he misses her so much.]

I just... everything feels so weird. I never thought I would get to a point where'd I'd be content with my life. I can't help but feel like I'm going to wake up any moment and...

[He trails off. Well, he couldn't really "wake up" from this, could he? It could be a dying dream, he guesses.]