It's okay. Sometimes I almost forget, myself.

I don't think it has to be "just how it is". Maybe I'm just being blind, but I think there's still a way to change yourself for the better while you still have a chance.

[He pours himself another glass, shrugging a little.]

I understand. At the end of the day, killing a guy is more trouble than it's worth--

[His face pales, as if he said something wrong.]