[Perhaps unsurprisingly, Maya spends most of her day in Broadhurst. The door is propped open, and she has several mattresses on the floor for anyone to join her with. She's left any undelivered letters out in the hall throughout the weekend, so feel free to handwave that!
At least when she wakes up, she seems pleased enough? The memories she's regained... feel warm. Despite the tragedy she had witnessed, everything has panned out well enough. And even if she lost the lead role in the end, she was still with her friends.
She tries not to think about how that happiness must have been disturbed by her disappearance, by the disappearances of Claudine and Nana. She doesn't want to think about that, not after all of this.
In the end, she leaves her room twice. The first is to go to the Principal's office. Judging by the sounds of pounding and yelling, that... search doesn't go particularly well. So unwell that she emerges and promptly... slides down the wall in a heap.
Don't mind her.
Before long, though, she does manage to go to the makeshift graveyard. She brings with her some flowers (difficult though it is with her crutches), laying each of them on the graves -- ones that she had created. Before long she kneels on the ground. It feels like ages since she's prayed, but she tries it now.
And when she finishes, she just stares at the dirt.]
Can you hear me? I hope you can. You do not... really need my permission to be angry, I'm sure. But I want you to know that it's okay. I accept it. Deserve it, even. Even if my actions were not my own, I still... did that. Separated you from loved ones.
I should be there, with you. If anyone deserved mercy, it certainly was not me. I apologize for that as well. I... tried.
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At least when she wakes up, she seems pleased enough? The memories she's regained... feel warm. Despite the tragedy she had witnessed, everything has panned out well enough. And even if she lost the lead role in the end, she was still with her friends.
She tries not to think about how that happiness must have been disturbed by her disappearance, by the disappearances of Claudine and Nana. She doesn't want to think about that, not after all of this.
In the end, she leaves her room twice. The first is to go to the Principal's office. Judging by the sounds of pounding and yelling, that... search doesn't go particularly well. So unwell that she emerges and promptly... slides down the wall in a heap.
Don't mind her.
Before long, though, she does manage to go to the makeshift graveyard. She brings with her some flowers (difficult though it is with her crutches), laying each of them on the graves -- ones that she had created. Before long she kneels on the ground. It feels like ages since she's prayed, but she tries it now.
And when she finishes, she just stares at the dirt.]
Can you hear me? I hope you can. You do not... really need my permission to be angry, I'm sure. But I want you to know that it's okay. I accept it. Deserve it, even. Even if my actions were not my own, I still... did that. Separated you from loved ones.
I should be there, with you. If anyone deserved mercy, it certainly was not me. I apologize for that as well. I... tried.