employeeoftheyear: (But there is more to me)
Spongebob Squarepants ([personal profile] employeeoftheyear) wrote in [community profile] itscurtains 2021-07-08 05:22 am (UTC)

cw: suicide idealation

[Spongebob feels himself fall into a voice when Peregrine yells at him.

He was right, he was always right about him.

Shakily, Spongebob gets to his feet and looks at Peregrine with pure hopelessness in his eyes.]


Do you think I've been helping at all this whole time? Per, you of all people know that I've been nothing but useless since Day 1! Nothing I did helped! All I got for my efforts were people dying around me while all my friends assured me that I was doing something!

But it never did anything. None of the parties, none of my encouragement. People kept dying.

I can't save my dads, I can't save my sister, I can't save my friends, I can't save anyone.

And I know what I did was terrible! The moment my mind started clearing it hit me that I put Farrah in danger

But you can't look me in the eye and tell me that you ever needed me on this team. And this is proof that you are all better off without me.

[He takes a deep breath from rambling, before looking away at Peregrine.]

It would have been better for everyone if I died in that car crash

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