Oh, what, so I don't understand blaming yourself for someone else dying because they were taking a risk for you? Really? That I haven't, I don't know, stayed up all night sobbing because—

And maybe if I'd been a little bit quicker
Maybe if I jumped out of the way—

[ She can still feel the lurch as the catwalk gave. The rush of almost falling.

"Trials are for when people die." ]

Good to know how you would have voted, Per.