[If he had been awake when Sissi was. If he had taught the SQUIP better. If he had encourage Varian to seek their help. Each Friday, he wonders if there was something he could have done. Sees opportunities for saving lives.]

Sometimes, I wonder if Fife would be in better shape if I went back in time a year. If I know Zargothrax's strategy, billions of people would still be alive. If I had successfully stopped a siege.

I can't even start with a list of what I could have done better to protect my people.