Is This Where You Wanna Be? Crawling On Your Hands and Knees?

[mayavericks]

[In a perfect world, Maya would have been able to isolate herself for the rest of the evening. It's not like her to wallow in her feelings, but it's also not like her to be trapped away in a murder school or part of an execution so... not like she has much choice there. Besides, between the influence of Janis, and the sight of her remaining dormmates, it's clear that Maya simply can't... let things go.

It's like she told the SQUIP. They look to her for hope. And so, hope she must be. It's her job to stand tall for the others. Thankfully help comes easier this time -- there's no need to scruff Discord, or try to keep Spongebob from making Hate Patties. Maybe that, in and of itself, is a good sign.

It's just another fluke. They'll be okay. They're together, after all. Even Salieri and Discord are getting along well enough to help.

Cutting potatoes proves to be an interesting task, considering the fact that most of the knives are missing. Maya has a few guesses as to how that happened, but she won't point fingers again today. She makes do with what she has -- two swords between her and Cassandra.

Potatoes, cakes, pies -- the arrangement is much the same. There's even cocoa (made by less experienced hands, unfortunately), and alcohol. It all feels like a repeat of last week, but she's trying to not think about it. She does her best to keep a smile on her face as she knocks on each door, inviting others to the cafeteria once more.]

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[feudalladyshandmaid]

[Yeah, she doesn't feel great about it, either. Biting sarcasm is all she has right now.] Huh. I guess.

[. . .]

Everyone's got a reason for doing the things they do, don't they? It can even be a good reason...

[mcfife]

...Jeremy's school was not worth Connor's life. Our homes would be gone, but the people would remain. That imbalance of priorities...is caused by faulty programming or truly selfish motivations.

[feudalladyshandmaid]

I never said the price was worth it. Honestly. I always wanted to served my kingdom, make everyone proud, but I don't want to kill someone to achieve that.

...But we all have something we really want, don't we?

[mcfife]

Now? I desire peace. Two final battles have been found in less than a year, and I look back on myself wondering why I dreamed of grand wars.

Yet, does not defending the kingdom often require killing?

[feudalladyshandmaid]

It does. That's the difficult part about being a leader. Sometimes you have to make the only decision you can.

I think we all would like some peace right now.

[mcfife]

It's not over. There's always another battle to fight, one right after another.

[Angus will never know peace will he?]

[feudalladyshandmaid]

[Will any of them?]

From one struggled to the next. You just have to... find the right moments in-between to rest.

[mcfife]

Like now.

[As inappropriate as it feels.]