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Rina Tennoji ([personal profile] samefacesyndrome) wrote in [community profile] itscurtains 2021-06-23 07:07 pm (UTC)

Mmhm...

[ She hesitates for a moment trying to figure out how much to unload but well... eventually she just decides to unload All of It. ]

When I was a kid... I didn't have any friends. I couldn't express myself at all, and my face never changed so everyone just... thought I was antisocial or weird.

When high school started though... I wanted to change that. I wanted to be able to talk with others and make friends. But I still couldn't do it. And I would have stayed that way if I hadn't met Ai-san.

Soon I started meeting more people. I learned what School Idols were and I thought... maybe I could also be like that? And then on Sunday... I remembered the classmates I struggled to talk to... I was making friends with them. I was finally able to talk to others.

[ At some point she had started to cry without even realizing it and now her words were being interrupted with sobs. ]

I don't want to go back to being alone... I don't want to lose the place where no one thinks I'm weird, where I finally got over my fears...!

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