It is...tempting to talk about it. To let out all of those ravages in his head, the rapture of listening to Mozart's music even as it felt as though he were being struck by a lash, the man's mocking sneer that he can't quite get out of his head--
--but no. No. Old habits die the hardest and that's too vulnerable, too raw. Too far into what he himself doesn't even fully understand. It is certainly hypocritical, considering what he said to Varian not a few days ago but...this is different. Right?
But...perhaps he can share a little bit. Just the tip of the iceberg would be alright, as long as he can hold on to control]
Perhaps...[he huffs a bit]...it's strange. I've had difficult days, of course. Everyone does. However...today it simply sounds a bit strange. As though none of the chords quite fit together.
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What a question.
It is...tempting to talk about it. To let out all of those ravages in his head, the rapture of listening to Mozart's music even as it felt as though he were being struck by a lash, the man's mocking sneer that he can't quite get out of his head--
--but no. No. Old habits die the hardest and that's too vulnerable, too raw. Too far into what he himself doesn't even fully understand. It is certainly hypocritical, considering what he said to Varian not a few days ago but...this is different. Right?
But...perhaps he can share a little bit. Just the tip of the iceberg would be alright, as long as he can hold on to control]
Perhaps...[he huffs a bit]...it's strange. I've had difficult days, of course. Everyone does. However...today it simply sounds a bit strange. As though none of the chords quite fit together.