No, it's— [He scrubs at his face, trying to get rid of his tears.] Sorry, I just fucking. I had a bad dream, you know?
[Also he's having a delayed reaction to Mumble because waking up and Mumble wasn't there somehow made it... real? Like. He knew it was real, but he was doing a real good job of disassociating about it until he woke up and saw Mumble's empty, perfectly made bed.]
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[Also he's having a delayed reaction to Mumble because waking up and Mumble wasn't there somehow made it... real? Like. He knew it was real, but he was doing a real good job of disassociating about it until he woke up and saw Mumble's empty, perfectly made bed.]