[There is a very soft, wobbly smile at that.] Have you been talking to Steven? He calls it the same thing.

[He could always ask. She's pretty sure he knows that he could, so she won't bring it up at the moment. Not when his words make her worry, pulling her legs up to her chest.]

I... I don't even know if that's possible. We turned it off, sure, but he got desperate enough to put it back on again. Besides, even when it's off, it...

[She swallows hard. She knows how he reacted even over the illness, so she can't possible try to explain what it's like even with them being cured.] Never mind.